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[December 01, 2009] |
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the hollow - a perfect circle |
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no disease like desire.
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| and the verdict is... |
[December 01, 2009] |
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happy |
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little bit - lykke li |
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i dare not mask this with flowery words:
yes, of course.
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[November 28, 2009] |
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holding out for a hero - frou frou |
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...and somehow, the usual rules just don't seem to apply.
but who really regrets anything?
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| ostinato |
[November 25, 2009] |
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the rite of spring - igor stravinsky |
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shakespeare said it right
and stravinsky cemented its truth:
'there is method in madness'
and nothing could be as beautiful.
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[November 25, 2009] |
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beautiful - mandalay |
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run desire, run.
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[November 24, 2009] |
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soul meets body - deathcab for cutie |
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i want to live where soul meets body
and let the sun wrap its arms around me
and bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
and feel, feel what its like to be new
i cannot guess what we'll discover
when we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
but i know our filthy hands can wash one another’s
and not one speck will remain
so brown blue eyes i hold you near
cause you’re the only song i want to hear
a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
so this is what finally feeling feels like.
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| tonight's theories |
[November 18, 2009] |
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i therefore conclude that:
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a) brothers are the most insensitive beings to have ever lived on earth.
b) mothers...are mothers and we you should just accept that
c) Equation: (brother x insensitivity) + (mother x oversensitivity) = Disaster
d) Solution: Miracle: brother should stop being a brat.
i would bask in the feeling of being the sane one for once
but that would be out of line
especially in the midst of exploding blood pressure
and screams bouncing off the walls.
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| of leads and nut grafs |
[November 17, 2009] |
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reverie - claude debussy |
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"prose is architecture, not interior design."
and i guess so is journalism.
but what if i'm more inclined to choose interior design?
ah, time for a career change.
--
on a different note:
everything, everything is changing.
but apparently, sagittarians are prone to change.
so i gues that in itself is self-explanatory.
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| slowly, gradually |
[November 17, 2009] |
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holding out for a hero - frou frou |
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curb your emotions.
or maybe not.
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[November 17, 2009] |
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inferno - lunascape |
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justify people, justify!
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| the economics of reaching equilibrium |
[November 16, 2009] |
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sitting in front of the station, conducting my interview, one of the biggest ironies of life failed to escape me...
what is freedom of speech if we have to adhere to rules?
doesn't "freedom with limitations" mean that there's no such thing as freedom at all?
where do you draw the line between what is acceptable and offensive?
why do we have to reconcile our views in order to accommodate others'?
at the end, it all comes down to one thing:
too much of something creates a toxic environment that does more harm than good.
and in that note, i still want everything
but sooner or later, ms. play-it-safe has to fine her happy medium.
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| sudden360 |
[November 11, 2009] |
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love today - mika |
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sometimes i can't help but think that despite the air of nonchalance, single-mindedness and responsibility...
...i'm still just a girl.also, i have learned that "you are who you perceive to be..." ...and right now, no matter how contradicting, i perceive that i am happy.
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| a vicious cycle towards (hopefully) success |
[November 11, 2009] |
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dead silence (how i wish it was my snores) |
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in light of my journalism test that is taking place in (fuck) 2 hours, the current events for the day are as follows:
yet another day of me running on 2.5 hours of sleep.
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i am on my way to earning a doctorate on the non-science of (non)sleep, extreme procrastination, cramming, looking like death almost claimed me, hitting the snooze button 3 times before i get up, half-assed breakfasts, cold water on my face and emergency coffee shots.
that is, after i complete my masters on bad time management.
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i pride myself on working well under pressure, but all i can see is sleepsleepsleep while lookng at this entry.
damn this is getting ridiculous. i'm even succumbing to repetition and bad grammar!
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| of despicable characters and facades |
[November 10, 2009] |
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annoyed |
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kiss with a fist - florence and the machine |
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please, save me from the gag reflex,
get over yourself
and jump off that high horse.
it's gonna take more than your elementary game
to enamour me.
(ah, the irony.)
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| emotion, a vice |
[November 09, 2009] |
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sleepy |
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30-30-150 - stone sour |
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human nature is to dive in,
swim
and feel the air bubbles
sinking your system as you struggle
to tread in deep waters.
but i've learned my lesson
i pride myself with a strong resolve,
even when
Temptation
slowly,
stealthily
creeps through the cracks on my walls.
unwavering,
i will stand still,
guarded.
and in the heat of passion,
with caution as my friend,
i will utter,
eyes like slits of stone,
"i'm a different person."
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[November 08, 2009] |
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boy, approach with caution,
i thrive in complication.
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